For the past 3 years or so, I have found it somewhat difficult to fall asleep at a reasonable time. Those who know me attribute this to my need for late night gaming sessions.
I'll reason with that assumption, and say that night is the most convenient part of the day for me to find time for my hobby (I use the term hobby very lightly because that is just not a heavy enough word to describe my addiction), because between 9:30pm and 3am I have no responsibilities to devote my time to.
It is entirely probable that I trained myself into a late night sleep schedule due to this "fixation" I have had with interactive entertainment from years 1-4 of my college career, with consecutive nights of World of Warcraft and League of Legends sessions, but I feel that I have reached a point where these factors no longer drive me to my insomnia.
No see, as I sit here typing now I feel more like I am frantically grasping for an excuse not to go to sleep. Yeah, sleep is AMAZING and if I could marry the damn thing I would but from 9:30pm to 3am I feel so relaxed and unmoved by the rest of the world that I cannot help wanting more of this fabulous dead zone.
I have come to the realization that I love this part of the night because there isn't anyone else awake to bother me.
THEY ARE ALL ASLEEP :D
Nobody texing me, telling me they need something, causing problems that affect my regularly scheduled activities, NOTHING.
...And I'm sitting here fighting to stay awake, because once I hit the pillow, my day is done. I have to wake up to some wanker nagging me about they can't pay the utility bill till next week because they are incapable of life within the societal constraints, but its my fault for not paying it ahead of time with money that I don't have to begin with. (I'm not saying I'm perfect at paying bills on time either... but I'm more perfect than they are damn it! And I am not paying anything until I have the other shares of the bill in my pocket.)
Hell I could care less about video games at 3am because I'm so tired that I can't play them right anyway! So I'm sitting here right now typing to you because I don't want to deal with you in the morning. You suck. All of you, however I do need you to keep reading these things because I like watching the numbers go up unexpectedly when I do little to no work keeping readers entertained.
Please me. Appease me. Don't make me go to bed...
I'll reason with that assumption, and say that night is the most convenient part of the day for me to find time for my hobby (I use the term hobby very lightly because that is just not a heavy enough word to describe my addiction), because between 9:30pm and 3am I have no responsibilities to devote my time to.
It is entirely probable that I trained myself into a late night sleep schedule due to this "fixation" I have had with interactive entertainment from years 1-4 of my college career, with consecutive nights of World of Warcraft and League of Legends sessions, but I feel that I have reached a point where these factors no longer drive me to my insomnia.
No see, as I sit here typing now I feel more like I am frantically grasping for an excuse not to go to sleep. Yeah, sleep is AMAZING and if I could marry the damn thing I would but from 9:30pm to 3am I feel so relaxed and unmoved by the rest of the world that I cannot help wanting more of this fabulous dead zone.
I have come to the realization that I love this part of the night because there isn't anyone else awake to bother me.
THEY ARE ALL ASLEEP :D
Nobody texing me, telling me they need something, causing problems that affect my regularly scheduled activities, NOTHING.
...And I'm sitting here fighting to stay awake, because once I hit the pillow, my day is done. I have to wake up to some wanker nagging me about they can't pay the utility bill till next week because they are incapable of life within the societal constraints, but its my fault for not paying it ahead of time with money that I don't have to begin with. (I'm not saying I'm perfect at paying bills on time either... but I'm more perfect than they are damn it! And I am not paying anything until I have the other shares of the bill in my pocket.)
Hell I could care less about video games at 3am because I'm so tired that I can't play them right anyway! So I'm sitting here right now typing to you because I don't want to deal with you in the morning. You suck. All of you, however I do need you to keep reading these things because I like watching the numbers go up unexpectedly when I do little to no work keeping readers entertained.
Please me. Appease me. Don't make me go to bed...
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